Massive anxiety about dissertation actually wonderful for getting my house in order. I’ve been cleaning non-stop for three days (HAHA FLOODED KITCHEN, YOU CAN’T DESTROY MY SPIRIT) and even planted some tomatoes and ordered a ton of fresh groceries and hand-washed ALL THE TOWELS (oh, flooded kitchen) and have begun to make eyes at that one room in my house that is the “toss all my paperwork and books at the desk I never work at and pretend I will one day organize them” room. Had a picnic lunch with the new outdoor furniture I picked up at Homebase yesterday, like a boss.
Haven’t made it to the bank yet because there are people there and I’d have to speak to them. The e-mail is similarly frightening.